Ugh

I literally want to give the fuck up on women and relationships. It seems like a collossal waste of my time and effort. I'm so not into mind games or the cold shoulder or cute little flirtatious quips that never lead anywhere. I think I'm just going to go back to be cynical and angry at the world, at least then I was happy and not fucking stressing over vagina and the lack of it.

Jesus H. Christ?

What the hell does the "H." stand for? Just one of the few things that have been on my mind. I think I recently watched a movie that someone within said "Jesus H. Christ!" and was deeply concerned that I was an idiot . . . Then again, I've always been a little bit off. So, music saved/is saving my life and new women. It's surprisingly refreshing to talk to females that don't have their head so far up their own butts that they can't see the sunlight or smell their own shit.